GAGA!!!!!!!!!!

bad romance.... uuuhhhh did she really have on the McQueen shoes!!! JEALOUS

Video Phone BEYONCE && GAGA

Fact.

I'm in this world alone.

stalked.

so ive known this guy for YEARS... like forever .... i try to kick him out of my life...but he just wont leave! && he has become a STALKER.. like totally obsessed with me. Then he asks people who cleary hates me about me! Like where they do that at? He texted me like almost everyday for a months && i didnt respond...CRAZY right?
I wish he would just disappear. No really... disappear into thin air! GO AWAY!
thats all!

The Wait is Over

Duh. Duh. DUH!

a few random things i just wanted to blog about

• first off why do these guys think that a girl should like them....wait on them....or give them time when they never took them on a date...or never really had a REAL convo. This is personal (lol) they expect me to call them back ALL the time... return ALL texts... && put them b4 other guys!! uhhh for what reason....
• I try to be nice to these guys.. like oh ok we can hangout ... my friends && ur friends... then thats what it turns into...group hangouts... so now i consider you a friend. THAT'S IT!
• AND guys be like "yea lets go out on blah blah." I'm like "ok cool" then they dont text or call that day.. then hit me up the next day like "what happened?" thats soooo WEAK! NEXT!
• So now I just put em in the friend zone... INSTANTLY! What else could I possibly do. I don't put all the blame on them... just most... I know that i could be hard to reach or whatever...but thats bcus these guys are sooooo weak...they dont try...or they are just LAZY
• I don't wanna hangout at ur house...I'm not 17 anymore... i wanna date! go out! So to stay organized I put them in groups.. like: "Guys to kick it with", "Friends", "Datable", "Party Friends" etc... Thats the best way to do it.. yep!
• Oh. some guys that I "talk" to are a part of a "circle" that I'm not down with. Therefore I will NEVER be close to them..EVER! (maybe i should let them know that)
• All of this dont matter as much as it did before tho bcus .... :)
• Oh! almost forgot.... I expect MY guy to support me thru whatever I want to do.. your job is not to judge me but support me and help me thru what I want .. or want to do. I support all of "my guy's" plans..etc.. so as crazii as whatever i want to do or what i'm tryin to do sounds... you should never ask, why? you should say!! "whatever you need I got you!" Period. You can't be with me if ur not gonna hold me down. simple.
• So! for all they guys who think, thought, or had plans with me... should rethink it...seriously... I just dont think they can handle my wants...
• Until then i will be Mrs......

beans & boots

Well i'm sure everyone who cares has heard the track where Beanie Sigeal dissed JayZ. I just wanna know how everybody feels about it. It's not like we know Jay personally. A lot of fans says Beans is out of line but you never know what Jay did to him. Its personal. but wateeevvvvverrrrrrr.



So on my quest to find thigh high boots ... I found these... ugh i'm in love but they are like $475
-_-

they are Report

fitting room && TREY

I know im not the only person who takes pics in the fitting room.

i cant be.

i was at H&M looking for something to wear to the Trey Songz concert.

I bought the jacket weeks ago but took it along to see what it could possibly match.

I actually ended up wearing it.

just with a darker colored shirt.

i think it turned out well.

i love my "Micheal Jackson" jacket. (lol)

the concert after party..in VIP

Trey is perfect right?

Follow him on Twitter

http://twitter.com/songzyuuup

Fashion Credits:

Jacket, Shirt && Skirt: H&M

chipped polish && toros

i bought some shit && I'm still not happy... retail therapy used to actually work for me. Maybe I'm immune now...

&& I'm realizing I'm running out of things to say....I miss my old blog days :(

I'll be back later with some advice/learned lesson/u should already know! dont worry i gotcha i gotcha!

I have a strange love for ELEPHANTS

Chipped Polish = Hard Work! Believe it!

New Betsey Johnson Belts...she's so boom

New Bow Ring ... loves it

on the BRIGHTER side of things..... BASKETBALL is back!!! yay me!! I'm a RIDE OR DIE BULLS fan.... I love THEM! ;}

Derrick Byars.... i got a good shot of him!

Alright,Ok

I love this song...but this video creeps me out

Queen.

ummm these shoes r amazing to me.... strange...these are just some of my fav from Alexander McQueen's collection ;}

Nine

don't you hate when old feelings start to come back.... you think to ur self like "i thought i got over that loser!" but oh no.... u run into him or something && start to remember all of the good times...

&& then u remember the bad ones && think like "oh im not missing nothing!" lol

remember i said i was going to start heavy dating....that was a fail... i rather sit at home && watch ESPN then go out in public with this busters.. currently stepping the roster up!

Sol-Angel

my dream boots?

she a probably never wear those shoes again.... I WANT EM! lol

Her on Oprah





I think she's gorgeous with her hair cut... not that i would ever pull a move like that! :)

Testing!

I got a new cam
so i took random pics....

xxxxx

dress: H&M, glasses: Cole Haan

This not my city

Video



News Article
http://www.chicagotribune.com/news/chi-teen_killed_roselandsep26,0,5094890.story






R.I.P Derrion Albert



I think that the violence in Chicago is being ignored. The politicians that are supposed to "run" this city are to concentrated on bringing the Olympics to Chicago to take time to touch down on the violence, but is it really their responsibility? The violence in occurring in OUR community not theirs. So its not their problem its ours.....it only gets worst


This not my city